I broke up with my boyfriend last year but I still cry about him at night…What to do?

It’s strange how its already been three months since then. When time was already passing, I thought I’d be able to move on quick as we only dated for 6 months, not even a year. Even now, I still think about him and would often cry about him at night. Every night.

I wouldn’t say he was the first person I dated, but he was the first ever person to make me feel wanted and the first person whom I could be silent with. I was happy just being with him , while he was a really quiet person, I was happy that he would do all the talking, and I’d do all the listening. When we were together, It felt like we could be ourselves without having to be like everyone else.

He was a really nice and caring person. I never had the impression of him ignoring me from time to time. But, if that was his only way to move forward, then there’s nothing I could do about it. Because of our differences, we were bound to end at some point. However, I hoped for the longest time that he and I would have our closure and be able to speak about our feelings to one another for the last time.

I can’t say much about his situation, but it’s what made us broke up. I just hope he’s happy right now.

I still really miss him though. He was a good friend as well so I wouldn’t mind if we decided to keep contact with just the friendship label. Nowadays, our random encounters would always turn awkward, whenever we’d see each other we would just run away. (︶︿︶)＝凸