missing people you actually felt comfy at last, loved and cared about them and was so afraid of treating them wrong but accidentally did anyways and now u have to live with that for the rest of your life. 1 reply
Realising that people around you are ganging up to bully you because it's entertaining to them. Also, having people assume without even knowing you that you are inadequate and unintelligent just because of your gender or a single, tiny mistake. 1 reply
Waking up
And taking a shower and allow the those “thoughts? of what i did all those years ago
Come crawling back like a zombie
The embarrassment , the hate , the horrible feeling of “I FUCKED UP”
All coming back to me as I take that 20 min shower
Their a reason why I like to play music while I take showers
I don’t need to remember...... reply