Okay there's like a huge change in my life, honestly apparently ever since I lost my last relationship I became more open with people emotionally which made them like me more cus like I came across more kinder to them, cause I didn't know that. I used to often bottle up my feelings like I mean alot, it one day got so bad and it was messy let's just say. Emotions all over since specially I was literally a teenager lmao who just GOT to adulthood. I tried so hard to be this mature and wise person, realised that with where I was emotionally, I'm not up for it. Turning off my brain and just being hella impulsive was yuck. Anyways I'm glad that I appear less intimidating and scary to people lol.
