opinions

Lol this is awk and holy yap but i just wanna know what other people think
So theres this guy whos friends w ppl i got along w in highschool + friends i have now and theyre really good people. But i dont like the guy bc in my 1st year of uni i was in an association initiation ceremony and all the random members who existed showed up for their certificates, we took a group picture and i felt an arm go around from behind my back and squeeze my waist/hip area really hard, i was so uncomfortable bc i didnt really know anyone in my association so i didnt know wth was up, i tried to nudge his arm away with my arm but he didnt move it and i didnt want to draw attention bc my family was in the audience watching the stage, and i didnt want them to think anything weird
Anyways when it was over i turned around to see and i had never seen him b4 in my life, and even more confusing he didnt look like the type to be doing that. He looked gay and maybe neurodivergent im not even gonna lie, that sounds so weird but yeah

Anyways recently a friend of mine told me if i knew a guy in my lab class, and then showed me a pic of him and how hes such a nice person
It feels like the world is gaslighting me like thats NOT the impression he gave me at all, am i being dramatic or something
I feel like an asshole just typing this