I miss reading for the plot

All I do these days, trolly months or even years is read for the feels. Like I'm trying to satisfy my cravings instead of reading and enjoying the stories for it's plot. I miss binging a story because it got me so hooked, I miss actually waiting for updates every week.

Idk I just feel so demotivated, I can't even read fanfictions arghhh. I keep going back to some short chapter stories on my 'read' list haysssss