How do i even win...

It isn't even our monthsary yet like today was a random gift someone this color like yk that trend of gift exchange with friends. Except its just me and my bf, ig the lover version. I got like a color green so i gave him a crocheted green jellyfish that lights up. Dude got me a new phone. And i am feeling guilty abt receiving this gift. Cause when i get gifted i want to give the same amount back.