got no one to yap on, just here. i lost him, i love him, he doesn't know yet, but he loves me. he's courting me, it's been a year and 4 months by now. But, things got exposed, and i don't know what to do. Bad thing is, i still love him even tho i saw he looks at other girls beside me, why? i thought he wanted to marry me someday. I don't know anymore, but i don't want him to be miserable because of this, i'd want him to keep going after all this. he hasn't seen my messages yet, cause it's already 2am and he's asleep. Do i still let him in my heart? i don't know.
