Looking for this manga

I have a really bad habit of saving manga names in anywhere other than the site so when all my read list went out… mourning.

anyways, the plot of this manga (def manga, not manhwa) was smth like the uke leaves the orphanage to find his (orphanage) brother. Meets older seme who takes him in. The reason uke and brother don’t talk was before the brother left the orphanage, uke asked to have sex with him because uke didn’t want brother to forget him. He realized how dumb that is and find him to make amends. pretty sure at the end he found his orphanage brother and they chill and also got w/ the older seme.

if someone helps me find it i’d genuinely give them my body LOL.