Best or worst present for a fujo?

I need to rant here since i don't have any irl fujo friends. My bf knows i read bl, at the beginning of our relationship i did not talk about it since i started reading bl a long time ago when it was not as socialy acceptable as it is today.

time went by, and eventually he found out. he's the most curious guy i know and now asks me about what I read and like regularly, he even insisted on going with me to the fr yaoi con because he wants to support me even with things that don't interest him(he's a straight, very non weeb guy ).

THE THING IS, today's my birthday, and for the past weeks leading to it he was acting weirdly sus' about my present. I was curious, but scared knowing the goofy guy he is.
LORD WAS I NOT PREPARED .

And so today, i learned that some time ago, i left my pc open with my tabs on my reading account here open. He WENT THROUGH MY LIST and did research (i wanna die at that point) to decide on which to choose...

the gift was 5 volumes of a complete bl
AND a big ass drawing(he's an artist and often makes silly art to make Le laugh) of a ship he made (???on his own??) between REIGEN and NANAMI. The man's know to much. I feel loved, seen, and SO shameful, he saw way too much OMG??! T.T
(Bonus of the fanart he made, hope it makes you laugh as much as i did lol)