(you can ignore this post)i dont have any friends to talk abt this so i'll just use this forum to rant out.
i'm currently at vol 7 where they're in the middle of a fight.
GOOD GOD KWON TAEKJOO IS A TERRIBLE BOYFRIEND. it gets to a point where i start to sympathize with fuckass Zhenya sure their relationship started with betrayal and distrust. but it gradually changed, and the first to choose to trust is actually Zhenya (surprise!), he believed on Taekjoo so much that he's willing to turned into a loyal dog who'll wait patiently for Taekjoo to come back home from a mission.
Since the start of their romantic relationship, Taekjoo is the one who repeatedly broke Zhenya's trust. He also broke every promises he made with Zhenya, no wonder Zhenya exploded in this volume. Zhenya has been learning to be patient, he even changed for Taekjoo, yet Taekjoo never even try to understand or change for him.
BUT, i also get how Taekjoo felt in this situation. Zhenya thinks highly of himself and his words often laced with mockery and sarcasm even though he doesnt mean it. Taekjoo knew about this and he also knew why Zhenya always spoke like that. But enduring all of his condescending words for a long time, Taekjoo finally exploded too :(
this could be resolved easily if they put down their pride and ego for a bit and talk heart to heart but nooooo stupid men and their stupid pride
