I had FFS surgery in Korea in 2019. It wasn't perfect and my jaw is uneven and my nose looks very unnatural. It got the job done but I obsessed over the tiny imperfections and asymmetry in my jaw and that it didn't turn out the way I wanted it to. Tbh I spent the next few years in depression and w/o a job because I got extreme anxiety from being outside/in public because I felt like people were all perceiving me. It took me a long time to get used to my new face and love the way I look now and I probably won't get it any revision surgeries. I'm ok with it now. My takeaway: be extremely specific during consultation as this is the most important stage and even bring a translator to make sure what you want is gotten across in the surgeon's language. Even then, it still might not look the way you want it to and that's okay. Don't keep beating yourself up over it and just mentally prepare yourself for that so you don't get depressed in the long run.
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I’m sorry you had to go through all that, but I am glad you have made peace with it. Stay strong!