Okay today I decided to finally delete all of my ex's account. I only kept them for his friends but most of them don't want to see it now. Me too. Honestly looking back, we all kinda agreed the last few moments weren't exactly so good. It wasn't happy but we miss the version who was stable. I'm glad we all could accept that and also kinda forgive him. My heart forgave him in the end, I've seen the other pov and it gave me insights. I also think I know the reason why he did do that. Reminder that you can talk to your friends and be honest about certain things. It's really helping.
Aside from that Im really happy with my current life right now, my current boyfriend is amazing and so understanding of my situation. He treats me well and we barely fight. When we fight it's always silly. Nothing too serious which makes my anxiety flare up and I'm glad I can relax with him. I've been also taking pills to help my anxiety, I have more friends irl that do care for me. The past few months hasn't been great, but I'm genuinely so happy with the current people in my life right now. New friends and everything.
