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i have been depressed for a year now
it all started when sunlight stopped coming to my room. i have been thinking about past a lot these days. i had a deal with my father in 2024 that he won't force me for marriage untill i graduate from uni and i m graduating next year. i live in a country where marriage is really important, so even if disagree i know i have to. my health and stamina hasn't been good. i keep wanting end my life but i don't. i was really happy in past but the present and future makes depressed. everything feels dark and depressing. even my room is dark during daytime. i miss looking at the sky from my room while not thinking anything a lot but that's no more possible. i just wanted to share it here.
im sorry to hear that,,,, that's really sad to read your story. ik it's hard to deal with depression and ik that's feeling too well. Did you reconsider to talk again with your dad about the deal or maybe you can continue study. im sorry if this sound rude but it is arrange married with stranger (your dad choice) or you can find your own husband?......... 2 reply
