not die, but cease from existence. sometimes i wish i was never born in the first place, or how i wish i could just vanish and be wiped from everybodies memory.
i also think about how easy life could be if i didnt have to actually participate in it, and if only i could watch life like a TV show instead of being forced to be the cast
I dont want to yeet myself , i just wish i never existed in the first place . And the funny thing is , i know i wont regret making this wish if it came true cus i dont actually hv anyone id miss would be sad if that happen .
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Cupio dissolvi is the perfect phrase to express this feeling
And yes I also have this feeling
It is like
"Neither life not death appeals me "
Same , mahn . Every single night ..
I dont want to yeet myself , i just wish i never existed in the first place . And the funny thing is , i know i wont regret making this wish if it came true cus i dont actually hv anyone id miss would be sad if that happen .