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Makes me wanna yeet myself

s.swooshii s.swooshii 2020-07-11 00:53:47 About being awake for far too long
Yea.. I have insomnia and it really hurts being awake sometimes. I can usually only sleep when I'm dead tired so I "go to bed" around 11 to prepare myself for sleep. This includes listening to calming music and or podcasts. I try to stay off electronics so I might pick up a book. Sometimes I can sleep around 1 for an hour, but 3 is about the time I usually pass out. And that's for maybe 3 - 4 hours, depending on how loud my family is in the morning when they wake up. It really does hurt though. The longest I was up against my will was 3 days and although i was able to take small, light sleeps, I really was just angry. I kept making mistakes and zoning out. My eyes would twitch and I could barely eat. Also walking or lifting most things was unbearable. A honest review: -1999/100. I was in pain the whole time and couldn't concentrate on anything after the middle of the 2ond day. Was pretty fucked up and hours went on forever. Don't wish this upon anyone, y'all take sleep for granted. Medication sucks too by the way.

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