thrice

i have tried to kill myself atleast 3 times and it was a hellish time for me as i was an outsider in my class 1st one was by hanging on a rope and the rope didnt last long as i my vision started to darken the rope couldnt hold itself anymore and the rope just cut itself and i fell with a little injury on my legs 2nd time was through getting hit by a truck and i got saved by someone as i was fake looking at my phone trying to get hit purposely and still failed the 3rd and last one was banging my head on something hard and i passed out and was sent to a hospital, i was in comatose for 2 years and my parents told me that i slipped in the bathroom, i couldn't tell them that i have depression and im scared to tell them, luckily i was a clumsy kid so i got off pretty easily.