I am fucking bored, frustrated now I'm become numb.
I think my life has been suck outta me I read so many things of different genres and then getting slap irl dealing with reality. Having accumulated so much frustration I think I've gone numb. now the hobby that keeps me happy and entertained kinda suck. I can't read anymore romance(historical)—GL,BL, dungeons, leveling and shit ton others given that many of the GOAT works are super good the other similar works aka the plot has been repetitive and bland so my attention span decrease, my interest has been extinguish, and now I just click-read-then skimmed through then say bye bye good riddance to everything.
Say what should I do? maybe if things don't go for the better I'll Maybe just cope with it or find someone to fck with. Σ( ￣□￣||)
you've read my mind. aside from reading fcking lots of BLs, sometimes i go back to my hometown, a countryside village btw, to see my family. got to feed some green in my eyes was great. the air was better there too. and then not even 3 days later my parents would yell at me for nothing and whole damn relatives and neighbors rumors was fed to me so fckning randomly. well everyone is bored and messed up even you see them as life-winner. the drama in real life is always spicier in paper, so if i could promise you anything, it's that's you're not gonna be bored for so long. sorry for bad english though :)
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you've read my mind. aside from reading fcking lots of BLs, sometimes i go back to my hometown, a countryside village btw, to see my family. got to feed some green in my eyes was great. the air was better there too. and then not even 3 days later my parents would yell at me for nothing and whole damn relatives and neighbors rumors was fed to me so fckning randomly. well everyone is bored and messed up even you see them as life-winner. the drama in real life is always spicier in paper, so if i could promise you anything, it's that's you're not gonna be bored for so long. sorry for bad english though :)