So once in a while I’m going say it’s when I’m ovulating, I get soo horny like I a fuckass omega in heat it’s bad and last last time this happened I started going on dating apps( bearing mind I’m year younger than the age you have to be for dating apps) yk and some things happen and Ig I kinda had phone sex… and like I’m a virgin I’m never even thought about a man like that but I just was wild… like even now I desperately crave it (ew) but I don’t masturbate often cause it’s never enough it just gets frustrating and I can’t get a sex toy cause I live with family and cause of my cats my door is always open. I know I shouldn’t put myself in a situation where I’m just being used for my body but I have these urges especially because I’ve never done something like that and people my age have yk.
But also I’m scared like I’ve learnt recently that women’s urethra are in different places for different people and mine is right next to vagina so when something gets up there I’m about to piss everywhere + I have bad ingrown hairs + I have hyperhydrosis + what if I’m awkward idk my sister says play hard to get but why would I pretend I don’t want you when I do???
IM JUST SO CONFLICTED ( yes I’m over sharing but I have NO ONE TO TALK TO)
