I knew him from 4th grade, we weren't that close but when we knew each other more i was starting to like him around. We were seatmates at 5th grade and we always played online games and called every night, i didn't like him because, he's my boy friend (and not my type). Our classmates started shipping us because he "supposedly" liked me and i kept telling them to stop cause i don't like him. He started saying suggestive stuff like "I want her, i meant i want her to do it to me." (We were playing a game). At 6th grade i kinda started liking him but stopped myself because it would ruin the friendship. At 7th grade, i transferred to a different school but it was near his school so i confessed via letter and confessed in personal too. He "also" liked me but said he would study first thinking i wanted to be in a relationship when my letter clearly said it was to let him know of my feelings so i felt dumbfounded. A month later, i moved on because i move on fast. I heard from a friend that he said he actually didn't like me and had no crush but one of my friends that were his classmate told him to not reject me. And now i felt even more dumbfounded, because in the FUCKING LETTER i wrote that i don't care if he rejected me or not, it was to ONLY LET HIM KNOW OF MY FEELINGS. So stupid.
