I'm always looking out so meet people because I feel isolated, and even then I feel sad. I've tried working out, got healthier body wise, but socially/mentally never did. One of the biggest things in life that I'm scared about is to continue living. Because what if I end up alone. I've cried so many times, tried again and again, only to feel the same. I hate this cycle, but in the end I'm still here because deep down I wanna live. One day, I hope to meet some cool peeps. One day, I'll wake up and stop having to dream about feeling normal. Despite all this, I wanna live. Life can be great. Even though I hate it everyday, I still wanna appreciate the things I had or will have now. Be kind to yourself stranger's. Keep living. Life is still worth it.
Hugs to you, i hope you get to meet a close friend group. Definitely don't give up, i do genuinely think there's a person for everyone cause there's all kinds of people with all kinds of interest. Take care, and definitely don't let the dark thoughts take up too much of your mind, I'm sure there would be some (maybe small but still existing) good moments among the many bad ones that could make life worth living.
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Hugs to you, i hope you get to meet a close friend group. Definitely don't give up, i do genuinely think there's a person for everyone cause there's all kinds of people with all kinds of interest.
Take care, and definitely don't let the dark thoughts take up too much of your mind, I'm sure there would be some (maybe small but still existing) good moments among the many bad ones that could make life worth living.