urrrrmmmmm.. where to even start! this is going to be all over the place. i’m so untalented oml! like today, i had two maths exams one harder than the other and the other was my more confident area. my more confident area I literally wanted to cry/die the whole time. Never in my whole life had i felt so futile in the situation. Besides that, my girl crush is casually talking to me— ! And she’s so cool, but i genuinely just have zerooooo desire to live. Like genuinely i have shitty friends, i have a shitty personality— well do i even have a personality? I haveeee no job. My teachers are on my case, and im not enough. And i would talk to somebody about this, but I’m the reason I’m in this situation. Will life get better?— because i feel like im what’s wrong with me.
