I've had this issue since childhood. It happed with my three bestfriends in elementary 2nd grade. We were very good friends, we laughed and had fun with each other. I dont remember too much because it tried to forget. One day they stopped hanging with me and I found out they talked about me and made fun of me. I told them a bit of personal stuff. My family also had things to do with it, wasnt too good of a household back then. I tried again and again and again but the trust was lost, I trusted too easily. Now I dont really trust anyone because theyll end up taking bad about me or just leaving. I never once blamed them for anything, I always felt I kinda deserved it tho but idk.
