I love romance stories/songs/settings so muuuuch. I wanna be in love I wanna feel wanted spiritually physically etc
I have seen my fair share of bad relationships to the point I get turned off if anyone shows me attraction ewughhhh I know this is bad but I dont want to be with someone just because we dont want to be alone I want to actually be joyous see them with rose colored glasses. I want to never doubt their love to me.
Im scared im going to end up like bloberta and clay from moral orel.
Same girl same (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ However, I am in a good relationship. But due to my previous relationships, my excitement, joy and rose colored glasses never came back on. It's sad over here.
so relatable, honestly I don’t know if it’s because I’m aromantic or something is wrong with me but I just don’t feel affection or love to anyone including my family. Love is the most beautiful emotion of all and I wish to experience it one day. And don’t worry, there are so many people in this world, you will find love regardless :) I’m rooting for you!
oh this is so relatable. I also get turned off when I start talking to someone that I know likes me, although that's saved me so many times bc the most recently guy I "talked" to (I don't count it as the talking stage bc I was never interested in him) was an asian fetishizer. During the same time there was this guy I would always make eye contact with and caught staring at me. I thought he was cute but the idea of him asking for me number kinda freaked me out. I'm not sure what my problem is but I think it might be due to the similar problem of seeing so many abusive relationships. ALL, like I mean ALL of the women in my family have been abused in some sort of way by their husbands. It really sucks because I really crave loving someone and someone loving me. It's like aahggh.. I want someone to be able to sit in silence with me and still think it was quality time. I've never dated before and I want to but don't want to at the same time. It's a struggle
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Same girl same (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
However, I am in a good relationship. But due to my previous relationships, my excitement, joy and rose colored glasses never came back on. It's sad over here.
Just wanted to say I understand （/TДT)/
so relatable, honestly I don’t know if it’s because I’m aromantic or something is wrong with me but I just don’t feel affection or love to anyone including my family. Love is the most beautiful emotion of all and I wish to experience it one day. And don’t worry, there are so many people in this world, you will find love regardless :) I’m rooting for you!
oh this is so relatable. I also get turned off when I start talking to someone that I know likes me, although that's saved me so many times bc the most recently guy I "talked" to (I don't count it as the talking stage bc I was never interested in him) was an asian fetishizer. During the same time there was this guy I would always make eye contact with and caught staring at me. I thought he was cute but the idea of him asking for me number kinda freaked me out. I'm not sure what my problem is but I think it might be due to the similar problem of seeing so many abusive relationships.
ALL, like I mean ALL of the women in my family have been abused in some sort of way by their husbands. It really sucks because I really crave loving someone and someone loving me. It's like aahggh.. I want someone to be able to sit in silence with me and still think it was quality time. I've never dated before and I want to but don't want to at the same time. It's a struggle
The journal factory exploded in my face
I want to be special to someone for me yk?