Ever since I've seen those videos of people missing their online friends, I thought what if an accident happens to me one day? I was also suicidal at some point so I gave my pass and email to my friends in real life in case anything ever happens to me. Feels like my online friends deserve to know, I don't want them to feel like I ghosted them or anything. I think I'm the only one who does this. Seeing those videos and how ppl grieve and wonder why for years, I feel super bad if I accidentally do that when in reality I'm possibly dead.
