just watch. imma delete this in like 2 days but tomorrow im gonna be so productive and probably want to die but i wont read yaoi or play video games or watch youtube for a single SECOND. mhm i'm also going to get out of bed when i wake up and not touch it until its dark outside. like a normal human being. maybe i'll even see sunlight! im gonna be so happy one day. i know it. i just gotta let myself feel miserable now instead of numbing it and never changing. i pinky swear ill do all this even if it makes me want to die i wont distract myself (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
