My fucking back and chest are killing me, I’ve had severe anxieties for the past few days and it fucking sucks, I was almost close to calling 911 cause i was so fucking tired of feeling like I was about to die any second, and to top it off I kept feeding my brain with stupid shit online, I’ve had anxiety and panic attacks but this is worst I’ve been and it was driving me nuts,
I literally don’t even know the cause of it, at one point I was afraid to go to even sleep thinking i would stop breathing, and because of this fear I would wake up suddenly 3 or 4 times in the middle of the night with my heart beating so fast, And it frustrates me that I can even go to the psychiatrist because I don’t have issuance(let go from my job)
Anyway I feel a bit better, I’ve been taking some melatonin so sleeps been a bit better but my body still fucking hurts especially my back ugh.
(Photo of cat for tax reasons)
