brooo i am stressed tf out!!!

So i was at online high school for like 3 yrs now but not the one where you actually talk to the teachers nahhhh the one where you js have exams and have to do all the teaching program by yourself !!!! I obviously half assed it because I didn’t have enough motivation I was at home all day doing nothing!! u can cheat on the exams EASLY btw so yk I did js that.and to graduate and get higher education you need to do more than great on your finals. You can’t do them online obviously. So I am going to a private school for the last year! I am actually pretty happy about it because I won’t have an option to not be motivated at school since A. I actually want to attend uni B. I don’t want to look like a lazy bum next to my new classmates and teachers lol! But I am still scared I’m gonna be very behind my classmates with the program which is so embarrassing and that I’m not gonna make it since I have a little less than a year lmao! I do know I will definitely work very hard my ambitions are not letting me fail this shit. But on another hand I am gonna be new lmao!!!! I have actually never changed schools this is so stressful like the teachers don’t know me either what if they think I’m stupid because I am behind with the program and won’t help me!!! or like what if everyone is gonna have their own friends in class n I’m gonna be an outcast. Like dipping my head in the toilet n shi lmao (there are very small classes which would make it worse if that’d happen ) I’ve heard the teachers are very helpful tho my bf went to this school he alr graduated tho… oh and there will be a trip a week after the school year starts! I’m doomed if it turns out noone is gonna like me treat me as a loser and shove me into a locker