Sum boys love shi I experienced rn idkkk now he wanted friends that bad

Ok theres a guy let's call him penguin so I had a crush on him for like 2 years then I heard from a friend during December he wanted to be friends he knew my feelings for him and then I felt bummed but not that sad ok so I confessed to him oh no I got friend zone he tried to talk to me for a while when I blocked him cause I kept stalking his social media during the summers then a random week someone followed me named "lil_penguin" and asked for a streak we started talking I noticed "her" follower and following was penguin my friends suspected it was him i just dismissed as delusion but I realised it was him because I notice in class when "she" messaged he always in his phone it happend like 10+ plus times when I looked to him note he is barely on his phone past 2 years when I had a crush on him so I just wanted to make sure entirely and ask her about herself it was.... broad "she" dosent want to reveal anything "she" just label as shy lonely "gurl" and as my classmate "cousin" I decided to take a gamble and talk about my love life which that is penguin I was talking i even said his name and i felt because I didnt say my entire feeling when I confessed to penguin "she" tries to convince to talk and unblock penguin and hopefully understand my feelings about him basically glazing himself out like "he's kind!!" " he's so funny " yes "she" actually said that and conversation we said about my problem against a let's call her jammy we both had same crush she dropped him because she's a "good friend" now she randomly told me now he had a crush on him now so "she" went to "MABYE SHE MIGHT SABOTAGE " to "OMG GIRL DONT OVERTHINK IT" yeah thats the interesting part now I am just talking personal thing to "her"