I don't even know what to say! I love my boyfriend so much but I fear on coming on too strong, too much on him and I really wanna be like this type of person that goes like he's my boyfriend and shi like just absolutely flexing but he prefers lowkey (he doesn't like attention) which i fully understand but damn. There are times I don't like what he's doing and end up making them slide which I told myself not to do it again after like multiple relationships of me just becoming some enabler for bad behaviour, how come I could do it to my friends but not boyfriends or girlfriends. I also get discouraged sometimes when I go like imagine a future all married and stuff, but what if we break up? What if I mess up? What if he gets tired?? Idk man I'm so stressed at the same time just being in heaven. Yes I'm going to spend 90% of my money to you even though you're financially more capable than me
