Desperately need smn to find this for me

ok please bear with me for two sec
the first is a bl (wow amazing) about a grown ass man whos kink is tears like when he sees someone's tears he has a boner and he meets this guy who cries on the street and he's super drunk i think and he takes him to his home to take care of him
the second is also a bl and it's a man who lives in a small city or smt like that and he's friend with the man who sells flowers and one day he goes to his house but the man dont answer when he asks if he can come in and he hears a strange noise like smn who fell so he comes in anyway and he pas his friend in his bathtub covered by flowers who grow on him and that's how je gets the flowers he seels they are the flowers who grow on him and that he cuts and sells after
please help me i read these like literally 10 years ago please