Shipping 2bad characters

Is shipping Griffith and guts problematic and weird to the point I can’t say rape and pedophilia is bad???
what is wrong with ppl
Like I’m aware Griffith raped casca later
But so does guts SA her later and wants to rape her to imitate Griffith and "get closer to him"..and I’m always fighting any weirdo trying to excuse their actions in any way!!

I liked them way before any of these events occurred ,
(god forbid I ship characters inspired from yaoi and shojo and act very gay towards each other and the author said the romantic reading of them is ok and even he doesn’t label them and doesn’t understand why ppl do so)
pre eclipse Griffguts have my heart, they were soooo sweet (NOTHING PROBLEMATIC AT ALL)
but I always wished death on post eclipse griffguts (2 abusers x Each other)
do I need to write that shii in my name for ppl to leave me alone? This isn’t the first time it happened too
Ppl don’t treat guts x casca the same way it’s insane even tho they’re shipping a woman x
a man who attempts to rape her and hurt her multiple times
and when you ask”what’s as problematic as rape and pedophilia in griffguts"
THEY NEVER answer
Ppl barely knowing berserk and barely read anything related to it are always the loudest with their stupid opinions on this ship

I have very strong opinions on berserk,I’m always talking abt miura’s weird writing and how shitty of a person he is (he defended cp and has a rape fetish )…(AND I get jumped for it by his parasocial male fans)
Anyways hating rape and pedophilia doesn’t mean I can’t like/read something problematic
Not that Griffguts is "problematic " but berserk is