I just realized something with myself...

js remembered something shit and realized how uhhhh I am...cause like I remembered my first crush on second grade he's my neighbor, and I followed him everywhere he went even buying something I also pretend to buy some candy just to see him, then when I got to highschool I had another crush, his classroom was near the clinic and since I was a member of drrm of that school I always frequent on the clinic of the school js to see him and after class I one time tried to follow him(js didn't got to cs I lost him) and when I get home I always search his socials and save his pictures...but I transfered school had a bf I was tenth grade that time and I just kept following him everywhere I go, I often get jealous and even when we're not classmates anymore on eleventh grade I just keep going to his classroom and follow him...I think I have a mind problem