there is this friend of mine with whom i was very close , very close , we were best friends , he always used to make sure that i feel special around him and i did and i think after being never treated like that my whole life , i kind of liked this person but they rejected me , so i distanced myself so i can get over them , now i have somewhat gotten over them but they are now not a part of life anymore , we have grown apart and now they shifting to my city . and it just kind of felt very wierd like we have this group chat , this person is always so chummy with everyone on their but never replies more than 2 words to me, i dont know i feel like i dont wanna care about it , but this different behaviour towards me from them i cant help but feel like intentional . i dont know they have always been very manupuative in nature .like real manupulative , i am not joking they will make feel so bad and anxious just for not talking to them . i really wanna stop myself from thinking about them , beacuse i have realised they are not good for me . but my mind is just acting on its own , and their is restlnessness , i mean i have so much work pending but here i am writing this stupid experince on my favoirt site .
