my first ex got his gay awakening with me

we were classmates and also best friends and i liked him first. it was a slow burn until a year later, he confessed to me and we became a couple. not a week later, he ghosted me for a few days and broke contact by breaking up with him. i blocked him, ignoring his existence until highschool ended.

a year before highschool ended, i got together with a guy which i didn't even like so when highschool ended, naturally i broke up with him. later i found out that the later ex actually cheated on me with my first ex. this can actually be a plot for a yaoi lololol

until now, i never fell in love after all that happened. #traumatised