I hate myself these past few days. I'm kinda having this feeling lately because of an experience. I hate being an introvert. I hate that they often misunderstood me for being rude and they look at me with those eyes that says i'm a loser. I hate these feeling that I don't fit in anywhere and i'm awkward. I hate myself for being an introvert. I can't be like my siblings who have many friends. This is making me upset these fast few days. This is the first time I've felt this way. I don't have any problem like these before and I enjoy being alone. I just need some books and manga to read. A coffee to drink and my cats and cactus to talk but now I hate being an introvert but I cant help it.
I know your feeling you feel like you dont have a simple thing like freind even thought everyone can make one whenever they want and you want to feel you are Special and you have alots of frend that love you and call you all the time and ask you to go out with them i am like you and even wores maybe i have a shitty family and they want me to be silent all the time and dont let me go out or buy a phone (i am 18 years old) and every one make fun of me bc of that ......even befor corona i was going out once in 4_6 month so just go and do what you want and make freind!!! There are some one out there will love your personality and if they not just go and find another one that simple Be strong my freind Not very good at english
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I know your feeling you feel like you dont have a simple thing like freind even thought everyone can make one whenever they want and you want to feel you are Special and you have alots of frend that love you and call you all the time and ask you to go out with them i am like you and even wores maybe i have a shitty family and they want me to be silent all the time and dont let me go out or buy a phone (i am 18 years old) and every one make fun of me bc of that ......even befor corona i was going out once in 4_6 month so just go and do what you want and make freind!!! There are some one out there will love your personality and if they not just go and find another one that simple
Be strong my freind
Not very good at english