Mia :P's question (4)

uh- sorry if this is weird but i have no idea and i was reading this topic and it was like "have you ever sticked ur fingers into ur butt" like- is there nothing there?? I've never tried so i just- i just wanted to know

have you guys had any intrusive thoughts? if so, what were they of?
personally, i always think of killing everyone i see including family and acquaintances in different ways like stabbing them, torturing them, etc. i don't feel bad about it, it doesn't bother me at all, and sometimes i even think "wow that's such a good idea" ヽ（´∀｀）ノ

have y'all ever had a flashback or somn similar,, i was listening to a random song while reading, and out of nowhere i found myself somewhere new looking up to a tall building while a man was smiling at me, and then he jumped off that building and the next thing i know he was on the floor dead and i was crying while screaming "come back don't leave me please" and after that, I was in my room crying and shaking, anyways every time i think about it i start trembling and it's not like i want to keep thinking about it, it's always on my mind.

dude wth learning new languages is so shitty like normally i enjoy learning new languages but my
parents told me if i learned Chinese they would stop talking to me and i was like "okay !!" but it's soHARD ,, y'all got any apps that can help me with learning Chinese (or any) where you don't have
to pay
(づ╬￣へ￣)づ