18 01,2021
so i've only joined(?) the manga community and i noticed that alot of readers use words that i don't know. here are the words idk:
fujoshi (is this what they call manga readers?)
seme (sorry bout this but when i read this i think of semen)
uke (ukelele?)
fudanshi (idk)
i feel like if i google it ill be traumatized haha lol
fujoshi (is this what they call manga readers?)
seme (sorry bout this but when i read this i think of semen)
uke (ukelele?)
fudanshi (idk)
i feel like if i google it ill be traumatized haha lol
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06 06,2021
i wanna play valorant but im scared of the players and i dunno how lmao
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31 05,2021
is it just me or does rice smell different with each grain even though it all white rice or has my asian ass has finally gone insane
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10 06,2021
if in your country same-sex marriage isn't legal, then when you get married to another country where it is legal your marriage is valid right? like, when you go back to the country where same-sex marriage isn't legal, your marriage is still valid right?
i dunno
i dunno
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12 05,2021
no but like burn in hell fuck you
s o,
i have a research class and the assignment was to make a research paper like one of those research paper professional adults do. so we do the assignment and we submitted it and everything's jolly and shit but then they said that we need to run it over an originality checker or some shit. and im like yeah okay sure but then i find out that you need to pay for the whole paper to be checked.
by this time tho im super pissed like wtf. why would i need to spend money on some stupid ass fucking paper that isn't eve useful whatsoever and will probably never be used in like ever, why would we(students) need to spend money on a piee of fucking paper?! so, like what, so we could have a decent grade or some shit?
what if im broke? what if my parents are broke? what if we're barely getting by and the only things we have money for is electricity, food, water, supplies etc. and that we dont have money to buy any unnecessary stuff like this shit? my fucking god what the fuck.
honestly it feels like im overreacting and my other classmate are unphased that they have to spend their money on some stupid shit that doesnt even matter.
s o,
i have a research class and the assignment was to make a research paper like one of those research paper professional adults do. so we do the assignment and we submitted it and everything's jolly and shit but then they said that we need to run it over an originality checker or some shit. and im like yeah okay sure but then i find out that you need to pay for the whole paper to be checked.
by this time tho im super pissed like wtf. why would i need to spend money on some stupid ass fucking paper that isn't eve useful whatsoever and will probably never be used in like ever, why would we(students) need to spend money on a piee of fucking paper?! so, like what, so we could have a decent grade or some shit?
what if im broke? what if my parents are broke? what if we're barely getting by and the only things we have money for is electricity, food, water, supplies etc. and that we dont have money to buy any unnecessary stuff like this shit? my fucking god what the fuck.
honestly it feels like im overreacting and my other classmate are unphased that they have to spend their money on some stupid shit that doesnt even matter.
about get to know you
so today i was just drawin and stuff then my mother questioned me why i was so "fascinated" with wlw couples (because she saw this one fanart of korrasami and it wasn't even that explicit! like they were just hugging)
she said, "are you a dyke? is that what you are?"
i was so mad but i knew i couldn't express it because then she'll beat me up so i stayed silent for fear that i might get hurt. she asked me again and this time i told her no i said, "no''
she asked, "then what are you?"
i was shaking so bad at this point i couldn't breathe my hands were so cold but she kept staring at me so i had to talk. i finally told her, i came out and she forced me, "i'm pansexual."
"so your pans." she said
i was so scared she might lunge at me and slap me my heart was beating so fast but it never came. instead she said that pansexuality or asexuality and i quote "hetero rainbow bullshit" is not real and that we just made it up in our heads because we're in the modern world. she even said that she doesn't believe that a person can be attracted to two or more genders. she said, "you're either a dyke or you're straight"
she said that people would never accept me and that i would ruin their image to THEIR ( yes theirs because they're definitely not mine if they're phobic which they are) family she said my friends would laugh behind my back because i wasn't "normal" anymore.
we didn't talk about it for the rest of the day and i knew my relationship with her is gone
she said, "are you a dyke? is that what you are?"
i was so mad but i knew i couldn't express it because then she'll beat me up so i stayed silent for fear that i might get hurt. she asked me again and this time i told her no i said, "no''
she asked, "then what are you?"
i was shaking so bad at this point i couldn't breathe my hands were so cold but she kept staring at me so i had to talk. i finally told her, i came out and she forced me, "i'm pansexual."
"so your pans." she said
i was so scared she might lunge at me and slap me my heart was beating so fast but it never came. instead she said that pansexuality or asexuality and i quote "hetero rainbow bullshit" is not real and that we just made it up in our heads because we're in the modern world. she even said that she doesn't believe that a person can be attracted to two or more genders. she said, "you're either a dyke or you're straight"
she said that people would never accept me and that i would ruin their image to THEIR ( yes theirs because they're definitely not mine if they're phobic which they are) family she said my friends would laugh behind my back because i wasn't "normal" anymore.
we didn't talk about it for the rest of the day and i knew my relationship with her is gone
about disturbing thing you saw
23 12,2020
its dec 23 and my parents are fighting
bruh christmas aint gon be merry
i mean whenever they fight it lasts for days
idk whats gonna happen tomorrow
bruh christmas aint gon be merry
i mean whenever they fight it lasts for days
idk whats gonna happen tomorrow
about create an oc
11 01,2021
my brother said i was racist against white people like dude what and he also called me 'heterophobic' like oh my godddd
about culture shock