have you ever had a nightmare that you cant forget? i have 4 nightmares i cant forget lol. 2 of em were about driving on a really tall highway with my mom, driving, then she drfited to the left then we fell and i quickly woke up (on the same night, i cried lol) 1 of em was about me driving with my family then a lady passes by then shoots us through the window killing everyone but me cause i ducked like a normal person (i also cried lol) then the the last one was about appearing in a city full of TALKING CARS (WHY ALL ABOUT CARS!?) they the mayor gave me a quest, i completed it, then gave the mayor what he sent me to get as the towns folks cheered then the mayor MURDERED the townsfolk with the item then i felt scared in the inside (outside the dream) then we both laughed, i remember the part specificly (my sister told me i was laughing in my sleep LOL)
the title might seem rude, sorry about that ( ´△｀)
but i keep finding comments say "im leaving mangago to get a life now, wish me luck" and all but reading all those made me remember why i still here when i almost left a year ago. and basically, i have nothing else to do!!! ;0;
2017, i was a yaoi addict, since i found all the good animes then old and new, i was back to being bored again, then yea
*cue the "how i found yaoi" explanation* -- yea. 2018, i started getting bored, all the sex scenes that spiced everything up to the shounen AI's that made your heart flutter with fluff, just got boring, and decided to leave it. but quickly got scared that those self deprecating thoughts would appear as i always drift off into my mind when i'm quiet. so i quickly come here just to "occupy" myself. realizing i'm just an empty body who's soul was wasted, just to engulf myself in fantasy stories to feel fake emotion and especially joy.
ANY WHO!! enough of deep dark stuff :)) im doing better now, im actually trying to do outside activities like color guard since i dont wanna put my natural talent for sports to waste, and try to start a webtoon that i have so much hope for, but im not getting the right "push" to publish it ya know? im still here reading reading yaoi and non yaoi things, watching anime, finally catching up of one piece, corazoe san is flipping got killed by his older brother and made me literally cry XD.
enough about me now, whats your story, or even your reason for still being here when you know your just filling in an empty hole somewhere in your heart, or maybe you just got here and like what you seeing? (｡•ᴗ-)✧
but i keep finding comments say "im leaving mangago to get a life now, wish me luck" and all but reading all those made me remember why i still here when i almost left a year ago. and basically, i have nothing else to do!!! ;0;
2017, i was a yaoi addict, since i found all the good animes then old and new, i was back to being bored again, then yea
*cue the "how i found yaoi" explanation* -- yea. 2018, i started getting bored, all the sex scenes that spiced everything up to the shounen AI's that made your heart flutter with fluff, just got boring, and decided to leave it. but quickly got scared that those self deprecating thoughts would appear as i always drift off into my mind when i'm quiet. so i quickly come here just to "occupy" myself. realizing i'm just an empty body who's soul was wasted, just to engulf myself in fantasy stories to feel fake emotion and especially joy.
ANY WHO!! enough of deep dark stuff :)) im doing better now, im actually trying to do outside activities like color guard since i dont wanna put my natural talent for sports to waste, and try to start a webtoon that i have so much hope for, but im not getting the right "push" to publish it ya know? im still here reading reading yaoi and non yaoi things, watching anime, finally catching up of one piece, corazoe san is flipping got killed by his older brother and made me literally cry XD.
enough about me now, whats your story, or even your reason for still being here when you know your just filling in an empty hole somewhere in your heart, or maybe you just got here and like what you seeing? (｡•ᴗ-)✧
about first kiss
(i mean it came as if natural talent) i would make a yaoi similar to Abarenbo honey...not ashamed lol ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄ (i also ran outta space for title)