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So I have a best friend and we have been friends for 5 years since high school but it was corona time and we only spent a term together then we continued talking to each other online because we went to different places in college at first she always started the conversation but after a while I also got attached to her and she always cared too much about me we nearly talk to each other everyday and somehow she would always recognise if I am sad or mad and I really liked that she was so dependent on me. Backstory time "she also had some bad habits which I learned I think in our third year of talking she would sometimes hurt herself and after I knew that I spent a long time convincing her to go to a therapist or something and she agreed and he diagnosed her with bpd (borderline personality disorder) and well that's kind of normal because her family is shit and they tell her she should have died and a lot more also I learned from this that I am her favourite person but favourite person in this case is like any action I do affects her and like she is extremely dependent on me but I didn't mind because I liked it, after that she went for a couple more sessions and she got a whole lot better "that was half a year ago"
Anyway, back to the present. I feel like these days she doesn't talk to me a lot and I was mad at her for that and I called her and talked to her for a little bit but she still couldn't tell that I was mad or anything like she always did honestly that made me feel kind of terrible. I know she is busy with her college projects and she has more friends than before and that's what I always hoped for but I feel like the special bond we used to have won't be like it was before
Anyway after writing all this I think I was just venting my feelings because no one knows me here ╮(￣▽￣)╭

Does anyone know how to take screenshots in apps where if you take a screenshot the photo turns black?
Thanks in advance

So I have a trip in my college where we will go to like a tourist spot it's 2 days and 1 night anyway I asked my mother for permission and she said yes and I sent her all details of the trip I also asked her again before paying for the trip and she said its okay to go
Fast forward to an hour before the trip and she is calling me and checking if I got everything and she asked if took pyjamas I was shocked for a second and then I said yes but the problem is it is 2 days and night all in the bus and I feel kind of guilty but I can't cancel now also I want to go

My friend has her wedding which is this week and I know for sure if I told my mother she wouldn't let me go she is super strict and I tried a few times telling her I wanted to go to my friend wedding and she said no
so I lied to her and told her my college is having a conference that I wanted to go to, but before I left she knew I was lying and prevented me from going out also I am 25 years old
Now I can't go to the wedding and they don't trust me anymore what should I do

It's my third year at college and I am returning tomorrow to the Dorms I thought I got used to depending on myself and leaving my parents but I got really depressed thinking about it although I should be used to ot by now but this year hit me harder than the first to years any idea what should I do
Ps: my college is in another country from my parents so I only see them in the vacation between each year

I need bl novel recommendations which aren’t toxic but have good story
https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/73744/
This is a list of the novels that I read please give me some good stories (▰˘◡˘▰)