butterscotch's question (12)

they pull out your mangago reading history and profile

what do you do?

idk if its just me but I seriously don't have the mental capacity to stay in touch with people or spend alot of time with people at once. like i love my friends and enjoy their company but I always feel like I want to just spend time with myself all the time. everytime I do hang out with people I have a lot of fun but after a while it's like my social battery just runs out and I wanna be alone, no matter how close we are.
sometimes I just feel like I'm a trash friend for it but it's not like I find them unentertaining, I genuinely want to stay friends with them but I'm just like this and I don't understand why.

also I'm like this with literally everyone I know, it's not limited to just some people and a lot of the times I'm also like this with my family. idk if I like being this way butttt I wanna see how other people think about my situation.

Lemme tell u all that I used to be the most earth-shakingly digusting human being that should've been erased from existence back in 2019-2021. I would tell y'all everything about it but I'm afraid it might lead to many unforeseen deaths, like who possessed me to do all that? I genuinely don't think I'll ever know. I think I'll look back at myself in 3 years and find the me right now cringe as well but it'll never be close to the absolute hate I have for 2019-2021 me.

today I was packing up my stuff at my locker to go home when these 2 girls came up to me and told me their guy friend said I'm really pretty. My mind literally went blank cuz this has NEVER happened to me before. Y'all are probably thinking I'm overreacting but this is a big deal for me because I've never even been in a talking stage. All I could think about were things like: are you sure u didn't get the wrong person? IS THIS A PRANK AND ARE YALL MAKING FUN OF ME?? But in the end the only thing I could say was thank you and they kinda just walked away after that?? I WANNA DIE WHY CANT I EVER DO THINGS RIGHT? I SHOULDVE ATLEAST ASKED SOMETHING ABOUT THE GUY.. NOW IM JUST SO SAD BC ILL PROBABLY NEVER GET TO KNOW WHO HE IS SINCE HE WASNT WITH THEM AT THE TIME THEY CAME UP TO ME. I REALLY HOPE THEY DIDNT THINK I WAS WEIRDED OUT BC I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW TO RESPOND TO THESE KINDS OF THINGS. I need some reassurance pls help me out.

Can we all collectively agree to bringing back mermaid movies/books/comics/other stuff????? But like a more mature version ykwim? Like I unironically still am obsessed with this trope. If y'all got any recs please tell me even if it's a manga or whatever

maybe even playlists

I just saw this video on tiktok where this old guy is in PUBLIC and he just told his wife he's reponding to work emails but actually he's looking at profiles of half naked women doing a bunch of sexy dances and shit with his brightness all the way up. Like I imagine they've probably been married for decades and the wife has been going about her daily life not knowing about this. ALL those years of your life you spend devoted to someone just for them to do this to you????? It can happen to anyone and that's one of the things that makes this genuinely terrifying. Unknowingly too????? Call me sensitive if u want but I'm scared

I'm convinced most manga authors just don't know how to depict a sibling relationship. Like why are they always caring and loving towards each other? My older brother is out for my life everytime he comes back home to the point that I find myself inching 10 meters away from him if he's ever acting nice.

and guess which one it is in each other's comments

https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/2134939

I'll go first in the comments

I CANT BE THE ONLY ONE WHO FUCKING HATES THE ONE PIECE LIVE ACTION.

and we're not even aware of it? i just know I would be a greasy pocket-sized beta but turns out to be omega nerdy otaku twink begging to get stretched out just like that hole in my waifu body pillows surrounded by 8 year old expired semen . but hmm who would you guys ship me with ? who shall be my one and only alpha ? I'd prefer an otome game type plot just saying .

drop your suggestions down below !