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mohabbat by arooj aftab if the rain is a bit gloomy—the poem she’s singing is very sad and beautiful + the music is so atmospheric if the rain is pleasant & energetic, kingdom hearts key by jpegmafia and danny brown is fun   reply

i have climb up to the top by ami suzuki stuck in my head, & it's hard to explain bc it's like nonsense english phrases like "climb up to the top," vocal synth loops, plus cut and chopped moans to the rhythm. my description is awful, but it's iconic & worth a listen: https://youtu.be/d7jjnAqRHEM?si=_TVf6irxXAZDFC9U   reply

odds are any fanfic is mostly read and written by minors ¯_(ᵕ—ᴗ—)_/¯   reply

extremely tired by now, but for some reason i’ve got charli xcx’s b2b stuck in my head the past couple days.   reply

my very first bl was “i have a boyfriend” by pibi (on this very website iirc) & after that first volume of “go for it nakamura” at my school library (the sequel didn’t exist yet)   reply

- i’m partial to white florals (esp. jasmine, or paired with something like ginger), i also really love tomato leaf in the spring (sounds weird but is amazing), & you can’t go wrong with either a citrus base or a woodsy-spicy-floral type concoction   reply

people who recommend this stuff (gay or straight drawn cp) even as a joke are expressing their unconscious pedophilic desires. in ancient times pederasty, sex with an adolescent boy, was socially acceptable for heterosexual men—from the ancient greek world, to japan to the islamic world & even where it wasn’t accepted for hets to do it, it was ......   reply

i think it’s because many people have a real fear of SA and no fear of being killed, they just project their own fears onto the story. people can excuse murder because they don’t see themselves in the victim. like 80% of /SA is done by someone the victim knows—usually either an ex intimate partner or a “friend”—so this anxiety probably ......   reply

i’ve been here since 2020 and finally came around to making an account like last year (had an adblock so hadn’t felt the need till then)   reply

“Maa” - Taare Zameen Par: it’s a sad song, but i think it hits hard for me since i remember my father playing it on repeat and crying after my grandmother passed. “I Fall in Love Too Easily” - Chet Baker: many others have experienced loserdom “Mohabbat” - Arooj Aftab: beautiful poetry, moody instrumental, good vocals “I Bet on Losin......   reply

as a professional vomiter (bc of a swallowing disorder) this might not be useful bc of it being too easy and happening incidentally for me, but if the finger method doesn’t work just press over and over (harshly) on your stomach and retch a bunch, try concentrating on your esophagus muscles. you’ll eventually relax the esophageal sphincter & th......   1 reply

- eat foods that make you feel fuller! - drink a lot of water! drink a cup before and after a meal, and drink during the meal, literally less space to put food - high water density vegetables, broth, etc. literally fill your stomach more & are low calorie. - fiber literally expands in your stomach and slows down emptying. - & lean proteins hit you......   1 reply

mangadex is honestly your best bet, just filter for bl, original language, & recent and you’ll get tons of results. i weirdly discover a lot of wholesome bl manga on mrm too lol   reply

honestly, seems like your husband (as you said) was tired, didn’t see what you wanted & then panicked and brought home the shrimp noodles just to show you he tried to look and made an effort & probably didn’t expect you to actually eat it. both of you acted irrationally, but that’s human, we do weird things if we’re tired or panicky or anno......   1 reply

i would recommend being gay & not a merc if those are mutually exclusive. or even if they aren't for that matter, especially if you were a child soldier wtf? get away & live your life happily. like bro as long as its consensual and they're of age, fuck and get fucked by whoever your heart desires   2 reply

jfk & 9/11 ofc (i don’t think bush did it, but the us had funded obl when he fought the soviets in afghanistan & they 100% knew it was coming); aldo moro in italy was actually killed by the cia, & p2 lodge in operation gladio; epstein did not kill himself & was killed on trump’s orders (clintons also involved, they are his friends, alex accosta......   reply

no, i’m voicing out all the lines in my head & there’s a big brass band playing the score. sometimes if a piece of music or a song is mentioned, i’ll pull it up to listen while reading the scene but that usually is missing the point.   reply