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Lowkey I feel like being on this site is more enjoyable than like anything else lol. But yeah I should live a fulfilling life and people are gonna ask me what are my interests
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I mean just all the responsibilities and just dealing with expectations or judgment from others.
I just feel like part of me doesn’t care bout my future. I just wanna be a shut-in that’s on my phone all the time. It’s just tbh aside from hentai there’s nothing I look forward to and even if I did quit it, I’d have no other effective way to mange my emotions. I just feel sad, angry, powerless, and worthless often. I don’t like when others judge me but at the same time I don’t think I could ever become someone they won’t judge.
I just can’t build interest and have hobbies. I’m either emotionally overwhelmed or just find the activity pointless like I’d rather be on my phone scrolling or on here. I also just have no ambition. I just wanna be closed off from the world and rest mostly. I don’t want friends either. It just feels like a chore to talk to people. I have to think of what to say, what to ask, how to respond, etc. But then I’m labeled as weird bc I’m quiet. But even if I did try, people anyways don’t like me. I’m not fun to be around and I have no intention of changing that bc I just can’t. I get drained easily and if I pretend to be someone I’m not, I’ll get exhausted in a short while.
I just feel like part of me doesn’t care bout my future. I just wanna be a shut-in that’s on my phone all the time. It’s just tbh aside from hentai there’s nothing I look forward to and even if I did quit it, I’d have no other effective way to mange my emotions. I just feel sad, angry, powerless, and worthless often. I don’t like when others judge me but at the same time I don’t think I could ever become someone they won’t judge.
I just can’t build interest and have hobbies. I’m either emotionally overwhelmed or just find the activity pointless like I’d rather be on my phone scrolling or on here. I also just have no ambition. I just wanna be closed off from the world and rest mostly. I don’t want friends either. It just feels like a chore to talk to people. I have to think of what to say, what to ask, how to respond, etc. But then I’m labeled as weird bc I’m quiet. But even if I did try, people anyways don’t like me. I’m not fun to be around and I have no intention of changing that bc I just can’t. I get drained easily and if I pretend to be someone I’m not, I’ll get exhausted in a short while.
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Just curious. Idk if daily is the norm bc I think lately I visit here like everyday. I could spend a few hours here or a few mins. It depends I guess. If I find smth new that I like, then it’s hours bc I try to binge-read it. But if it’s just updates, then I don’t stay here for long.
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Idek how to get interested in reading actual novels. I just feel like manwha/manga are way better because it gets to the point quickly and it can have everything… it can be goofy, dark, romantic all in one sometimes. I just feel like novels are too serious and it’s hard to even find recs easily. I don’t find Goodreads useful. But here… it’s easy to find manwha/manga recs. I wanna get into reading, but idk how to even tho I clearly do like stories