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I'm introvert and really bad with talking to ppl. But this guy that works at my sister job and i went to school with always say hello when he see me. Mind you we never talk before at all. So one day my sister and i are food shopping at her job he come and say hello like usually then leaves. when I was left by myself he came up to and asked for my sc and I gave to him without thinking. i was kindly happy about and we kept giving looking at each other. fast forward later my heart stop when texted me and i was panicked on wat to say to him but we did talk lil that day. next day he asked 'wat do i like to do?' for 13 fucking minutes i thinking wat do tell him cuz i don't wat to lazy and boring saying i love spending time in my bed reading books and manga's. so i called my sister asking her wat to do and wat to say, then i just told her when you see him just tell him i not good around ppl idk. i never texted bac after that so as him. i give up talking to ppl, i never know wat to say and i struggle with say words that never come out right ┗( T﹏T )┛
it was my friend birthday yesterday, we was drinking and smoking weed then i passed out. i was in and out conclusion sleeping in her room then someone came and woke me up to suck their dick at the time i didnt even know who it was. i guess if some one was coming he pushed me back on the ground saying shush dont tell and i was hella confuse. i honesly dont know how time he did it. then i finally got to look for my phone but i was still out it. i was with my friend bf and every one was mostly sleeping. he said let look upstairs so i follow him and he took me and empty room pulling my pants down and he did it without a condom and i was on my period he came on me. idk wat happen after that but while walking me to the bus stop he did to me two more time and took my money. i felt awful and was crying the whole time on the bus i have a whole bunch of cuts on me and scared to tell and to get pregnant