junSuke's question (9)

My ideal type is Sakurai Atsushi. I like strong beautiful looks.
I discovered him when I was maybe 10…?
I’m attending university now.

Single, never dated. I have five cats: Tsuki, Yoshi, Lucky (I brought him from America, rest are Japan), Nana, Takara. My sisters are married and thankfully good husbands, but they live outside Japan so that helps a bit (work culture is better outside, more family time I think).

I visit Fujioka for nostalgia, but it feels depressing because the artist I love has passed years ago and it’s his birthplace. My grandparents live in Fujioka, so I see them on the way, it’s not for nothing or useless.

If someone told me that they’re thankful I’m in their life.

I’m using America vpn, but sometimes it stops randomly and Mangago is not accessible in Hakodate. I’m just student, not money holder. I usually come here to pirate and read comments (main reason), and improve English/immersion.

Any good vpn recommendations?

Also: who would you isekai to save?

I have many but I think number one for me…would be Geon from Missing Love/Married Man.

Real Yanderes only please. Ones that actually scare you (kind of like the ML from Unchanged Man).
Someone not afraid to confine their beloved.
MC can be the yandere or the ML.
MC can be the top or ML can be the top.
Even better if there’s a runaway arc.
Even better if it’s omegaverse/ABO.

You are free to suggest else.

No judgement on each other’s choices please.

What story would you go into?

What character would you save? (Main question)

Why?

For me, I would save Hyesung from Love is An illusion.
I read it when I was in middle school, and I hated him but once I matured somewhat, I realize the hate was too extreme for someone who went through a lot (rape, abandonment, etc). Even now, his husband (no matter the yearning) is disrespecting him by hiding something for years after marriage. I just can’t find them compatible, and I just think Hyesung deserved a good circle instead of all that drama. I remember majority of the comments were hating on him so much, but his rapist husband was better somehow.

Question all the way down!
I am idiot. This time I was wondering why I couldn’t access Mangago. It’s because I had my no VPN on and It’s not easily accessible in Japan.

I wonder why I couldn’t login, no login button, and I waited for hours. Every time I tried to read a story, it said not available. This is like looking for glasses, and already wearing them.

One reason I am on here is to boost English fluency, but it’s not amazing. I have many access to bl, whagever I want. But I was here years before I moved back to Japan. Nostalgia I think.
I miss this site. I was around 13….?

SEARCHING: (best if English so I can learn. But if translation bad, just give me the raws or site to find.)
1. Good Americn novels or coomics, American characters, must be gay (grammar may be bad but I can understand English and speak)

2. Good Chinese novels or manhua, must be gay or straight (I don’t discriminate, I know some speaking and reading)

2. I like these: dark fantasy, sci fi, horror, Harada-san bl, world hopping, revenge, age gap, game, gyaru/ruo character, wuxia, OPEN TO NEW ones.

I hate these: cheating (if it’s good plot and cheater dies, I can read), no morals at all character (either good or morally gray allowed only!), no development, weak will, too much sadness, long sad time ratio to lovey time (White Husky and his Shizun! No more for now. I don’t hate this story, but I’m a bit sensitive).

If anyone reads these kinds of stories or any stories you genuinely feel UGH-Ed by, feel free to message me. We should vent and let it out to each other, I notice I feel better when I share how I hate this story and stuff…

For me, I hate cheating. I’d rather be ran over by a truck (even better if isekai-ed) than excuse a cheater, and read the old school yaoi cheating + 10 Years I Loved You the Most/Decade of Deep Love, Their Night of Indulgence (might have said title wrong but it’s where the MC was cheated on by his ML, they were together for 10+ years, it hurt more because the ML was genuinely caring towards MC compared to the guy from Decade of Deep Love, so I questioned myself why? Even MC wondered if it’s possible to love two people at the same time—and thats possibly why ML cheated. Ugh…it sucks also because the annoying side piece never got consequences.)

I genuinely might have been emotionally scarred by the cheating stories, emotionally scarred. I wrote it twice, I have been psychologically affected too huh. It doesn’t help that I’m looking for a person like Sakurai Atsushi (rest in peace..). I’ll never reread those again. It was so sad I remember crying over my first Chinese story, they are really good at making you angry and sad. But I love the face slapping stories in danmei, usually I only have Japanese version for all comics and maybe some English to help me study further/to retain English language, but it’s my first time recently buying physical copies of danmei (not the cheating ones).

I’m not religious but pray for my emotional health.

I had my first anal sex…yes I am guy. Not really gay.
IS IT SUPPOSED TO FEEL LIKE THIS? Why didn’t I moan?

I tried it with someone who ‘recruited’ me around evening. These kind of guys don’t pop up in daylight unless they’re really disgusting.

Thought he was joking and then turned serious for a second, impulsively going to hotel because I wanted to see the expensive hotel (I think he paid around 124,000 ¥) and food. It was nice place, food is okay but home made is best. It felt too clean. But the bed was nice, the mat, service…really nice.

It didn’t feel like anything good. I couldn’t stop laughing, maybe nervous… so he dimmed the lights, put on porn video to create a vibe.

He thrusted, it still didn’t feel anything good. It hurt a bit but the lubrication helped. It mostly felt like poop going inside than out…?

Then I felt the weird sensation, it wasn’t bad. It felt a bit good, but I still couldn’t cum. I only know my sphincter control is good. We stopped and joked about it, I just hung out and used service, then went in home in morning. He did ask to meet up again, but I politely declined.

I think I like girls best still. I am bisexual I think (??) since I read yaoi, but leaning towards ladies. This account is for both yaoi and straight, but I haven’t uploaded my straight ones yet. Just to be clear I read a lot of straight ones.

I’m really tired of the inverted triangular body shape/very muscular male leads…is there any ML with bodies like the one from Bongchon Bride? Even better if ML looks like the one from Bongchon Bride.

I don’t mind if it’s a novel.