about first kiss
SO, I just realized that I'm basically threatening men (?) as a fetish (????).
Okay let's go with some context.
I was watching some random videos on YT and in most of them there are teenagers, and, when looking at the males I was like "wow that's was so gay", but, like, for EVERYTHING THEY DID.
I know this is weird and gross and I don't know what to do??? I obviously not gonna make it out, calling someone gay in front of them like this or being insisting. But I also want to look at men without these thoughts. I'M LAUGHING A BIT BUT HELP AKSNEIMSO
Note 1: I'm not a woman, actually, I'm a gay man;
Note 2: This NEVER happened before. I just do normal things like calling my friends gay because make them angry, like these stupid childish jokes, you guys know what I'm talking about.
Okay let's go with some context.
I was watching some random videos on YT and in most of them there are teenagers, and, when looking at the males I was like "wow that's was so gay", but, like, for EVERYTHING THEY DID.
I know this is weird and gross and I don't know what to do??? I obviously not gonna make it out, calling someone gay in front of them like this or being insisting. But I also want to look at men without these thoughts. I'M LAUGHING A BIT BUT HELP AKSNEIMSO
Note 1: I'm not a woman, actually, I'm a gay man;
Note 2: This NEVER happened before. I just do normal things like calling my friends gay because make them angry, like these stupid childish jokes, you guys know what I'm talking about.