Capt. Qwerty's answer (4)

Actually, no. There are things I want to do in the future but eh it's just I want to graduate and just continue living and repay my parents. I've thought about other things that might be interesting to do learning and earn a living but I'm just so not up to it. I got a lot of choices of what I want to do yet I'm being indecisive and I'm low-key pan......   1 reply

It's pretty normal, at least in my perspective. Though I'm not saying that you can't, it may be possible that you subconsciously not recognize or acknowledge-feeling numb to- some of these emotions...   reply

I only told my eldest brother about it, then hid it from the rest of the family. I don't know about my mom, she probably have an idea that I'm interested in homosexual relationships than straight--   reply