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(⊙︿⊙✿) BL From Hell

a list of manga that makes you think "this is some messed up shit!"

rated M for Masochistic
'cause that's the kind of mind you'll need to get through some of these stories.

things you'll see on this list:
+violence & physical abuse
+s&m sex scenes
+abusive relationships
+rape, molestation, sexual abuse
+incest
+death & suicide
+other disturbing subjects

suggestions welcome in the comments~
All(150) / manga(150)

Yume Yume Shinjuu

 7.4(216 voted)
Complete
Author(s): KOJIMA Lalako
Genre(s): Drama / Romance / Shounen Ai / Supernatural / Tragedy

this story is about a youkai that eats people. it starts out all cutsey but it turns creepy.
content: suicide, incest, being held captive at one point, some violence

several days ago

Sasayaku no wa Sono Yubi

 7.5(373 voted)
Complete
Author(s): YAMAKAMI Riyu
Genre(s): Yaoi

this story is about an abusive relationship between two guys
content: violence, abuse, rape, some incest

several days ago

Eien Ni Owaranai

 6.6(242 voted)
Complete
Author(s): UMISHIRO Kazuto
Genre(s): School Life / Drama / Yaoi / Adult

content: incest, shotacon, s&m rape

several days ago

Tatoe Toraware No Koi Demo

 7.8(228 voted)
Ongoing
Author(s): Cj Michalski
Genre(s): Drama / Mature / Yaoi

tricking and kidnapping then molesting and raping an innocent young virgin boy, a gang rape scene, they drug him multiple times, the whole thing is practically shota, then he has stockholm syndrome in the end. this one made me really sad.

several days ago

Itsuka Koi Ga Kanau Made

 8.4(363 voted)
Complete
Author(s): cj michalski
Genre(s): Romance / Sci-fi / Yaoi

ch 4-5 his adoptive father physically and sexually abuses him and rapes him and stuff. all the other chapters are cute fluffy stuff (unless you're disturbed by borderline shota in the first two chapters)

several days ago

Toki no Rashinban

 7.6(129 voted)
Complete
Author(s): cj michalski
Genre(s): Drama / Yaoi

they're keeping a little boy hostage in the basement, main guy kidnaps him and yaoi-rape's him, little boy's caretaker molests him saying he needs to "clean" him by sticking his fingers in his ass lol, then a creepy fat dude sexually/physically assaults him and almost rapes him in the butt, has his sperm stolen then almost falls off a thing to his death, this kid's gonna have some serious probs.

several days ago

Tsume to Toge

 7.4(324 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Miyagi Tooko
Genre(s): Drama / Yaoi

guy shows up out of nowhere who's supposed to be his half brother and decides he needs blackmail the main guy into helping him. he molests the main and takes revealing photos of him, sends the photo to his work, only two chapters are out right now but it seems to be pretty messed up so far lol

several days ago

Awakening Puberty

 7.2(619 voted)
Complete
Author(s): monchi kaori
Genre(s): Drama / Yaoi

shotacon and actual rape/sexual assault (not just yaoi rape, it addresses that the uke didnt want it and is traumatized because of it), and the uke ends up with stockholm syndrome as usual.

several days ago

Sakura Gari

 8.8(422 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Watase Yuu
Genre(s): Historical / Mystery / Psychological / Tragedy / Yaoi

a really plot-heavy manga about a boy who moves into this big house where the young master lusts after him. has a sad/tragic ending.
content: legit sexual abuse and rape, physical abuse, suicide and murder, some incest

several days ago

Deep Flower

 7.1(154 voted)
Complete
Author(s): yamakami riyu
Genre(s): Drama / School Life / Yaoi

abusive relationship where the seme physically, emotionally, and sexually abuses the uke. ending was really stupid, i thought lol

several days ago

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Messages

Huh April 24, 2024 6:37 am

I thought like demons from hell and now I need therapy

lockhae March 28, 2024 11:50 am

Hey, I just remember 1 scene, but I forgot the manhwa name.
The scene goes like this, uke got bondaged/raped/toyed. Then with his hand still tied
the uke wants someone's dick. Then someone (I think it's not the seme), stick his dick, but the uke still asking, 'why don't you give me dick?'. Turns out, that someone's dick is so small that the uke doesn't feel anything.

Does anybody know this?

Prettae September 23, 2022 7:17 pm

This list is gold

Maddufuckin~sadist July 18, 2021 10:23 am

I dont like smut but i go to lists like this

rensiiyuu May 5, 2021 7:34 pm

I TOTALLY love your list, you describe all of the fics short but accurate. Tetsu x rika fic left me feeling so twisted

Meowww January 12, 2021 9:35 am

Anyone know of the manga where a boy is actually somewhat of a slave to an old man and then that old man brings another young small boy to be brothers with the older boy and then that older boy starts hating the young boy because he thought he might steal the old man

Sup. I'm holy water January 13, 2021 2:44 pm

It's called Ten Ten Shiro Shiro

Meowww January 13, 2021 2:52 pm
It's called Ten Ten Shiro Shiro Sup. I'm holy water

Yes you know i did a hell lot of account change and then found it yesterday lol

UNO October 28, 2020 4:47 pm

WHY IS JAPAN OBSESSED WITH INCEST I SWEAR TO GO-

theworstpersononemars September 29, 2020 11:22 pm

thx for hilariouse list! feeding lamb and ks were esspicially funny i o(^▽^)o

aoisuke July 15, 2020 9:59 am

Anybody know a list of Yaoi S&M??

Abrahel August 23, 2020 4:16 pm

I wanna know too if you find out...

KamiSama8000 November 15, 2019 9:16 pm

This is a good sh*t guys
Wow I wanna get pierced too

Fck it up Seokjin October 6, 2019 8:57 am

Yanno Banana Fish? I mean it's old but gold still (● ̄(エ) ̄●)

wigdog666 April 8, 2020 8:33 am

ok but like it's not a BL from hell

Fck it up Seokjin April 8, 2020 12:29 pm
ok but like it's not a BL from hell wigdog666

It's hell since it's hurts me physically (/TДT)/