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(⊙︿⊙✿) BL From Hell

a list of manga that makes you think "this is some messed up shit!"

rated M for Masochistic
'cause that's the kind of mind you'll need to get through some of these stories.

things you'll see on this list:
+violence & physical abuse
+s&m sex scenes
+abusive relationships
+rape, molestation, sexual abuse
+incest
+death & suicide
+other disturbing subjects

suggestions welcome in the comments~
All(150) / manga(150)

Hakoiri Musuko

 6.9(118 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Asou Mitsuaki
Genre(s): Yaoi

guy with grudge against father visits sick little brother in hospital, molests him through plastic incubator tent

several days ago

Tadayoedo Shizumazu, Saredo Naki Mo Sezu

 8.6(361 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Yoneda Kou
Genre(s): Drama / School Life / Yaoi

prequel to Saezuru Tori wa Habatakanai
content/spoilers: masochism, rape, and a guy with a strange fetish for burns and stuff.

several days ago

Torikago Syndrome

 8.1(142 voted)
Complete
Author(s): samamiya akaza
Genre(s): Drama / Harem / Mystery / Psychological / School Life / Shoujo / Shounen Ai

this is really similar to caste heaven but its a less graphic version. there's also some hints of incest. there's no rape scenes or anything but the plot is pretty disturbing in my opinion

several days ago

Innocent Blue

 7.2(870 voted)
Complete
Author(s): yukishiro marie
Genre(s): Drama / School Life / Yaoi

seme mentally abuses the uke the entire relationship, sells him to perverts, and is generally a bastard and the uke is mentally ill enough to stay with him despite it all. tch.

several days ago

The Inheritance of Aroma

 8.8(453 voted)
Complete
Author(s): NAKAMURA Asumiko
Genre(s): Drama / Mature / Yaoi / Tragedy

content/spoilers: incest and lots of S&M smut, there's also a disturbing scene where the 12 year old nephew joins them

several days ago

Aseru

 5.8(887 voted)
Complete
Author(s): monchi kaori
Genre(s): Drama / One Shot / Yaoi / Psychological

a one-shot about his friend raping his nii-san

several days ago

Yume Touka End Roll

 7.2(189 voted)
Complete
Author(s): jaryuu dokuro
Genre(s): Yaoi / Drama / Romance / Psychological

obsessive mentally ill bf. violence. some other weirdness in the other stories too,

several days ago

Misshitsu

 6.9(831 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Monchi Kaori
Genre(s): One Shot / Yaoi

a story about this guy being held hostage and raped.
content: physical abuse, mental illness, being held captive, rape

several days ago

Neji no Kaiten

 7.0(281 voted)
Complete
Author(s): sadahiro mika
Genre(s): Drama / Mature / Romance / Smut / Yaoi

chapter 1 (the first 40 pages) kidnapping and rape, incest/perverted parent, idiot falling in love with his rapist. dunno about the rest of the manga i just read first the one-shot.

several days ago

Toxic

 8.2(131 voted)
Complete
Author(s): TAKAHASHI Ryo
Genre(s): Action / Drama / Shoujo

a story about some kind of nazi school. this isnt actually a BL manga but it might as well be. it makes it quite obvious that the guys were doing dirty thins with each other.
content: violence, death, torture, inferred incest

several days ago

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Messages

Huh April 24, 2024 6:37 am

I thought like demons from hell and now I need therapy

lockhae March 28, 2024 11:50 am

Hey, I just remember 1 scene, but I forgot the manhwa name.
The scene goes like this, uke got bondaged/raped/toyed. Then with his hand still tied
the uke wants someone's dick. Then someone (I think it's not the seme), stick his dick, but the uke still asking, 'why don't you give me dick?'. Turns out, that someone's dick is so small that the uke doesn't feel anything.

Does anybody know this?

Prettae September 23, 2022 7:17 pm

This list is gold

Maddufuckin~sadist July 18, 2021 10:23 am

I dont like smut but i go to lists like this

rensiiyuu May 5, 2021 7:34 pm

I TOTALLY love your list, you describe all of the fics short but accurate. Tetsu x rika fic left me feeling so twisted

Meowww January 12, 2021 9:35 am

Anyone know of the manga where a boy is actually somewhat of a slave to an old man and then that old man brings another young small boy to be brothers with the older boy and then that older boy starts hating the young boy because he thought he might steal the old man

Sup. I'm holy water January 13, 2021 2:44 pm

It's called Ten Ten Shiro Shiro

Meowww January 13, 2021 2:52 pm
It's called Ten Ten Shiro Shiro Sup. I'm holy water

Yes you know i did a hell lot of account change and then found it yesterday lol

UNO October 28, 2020 4:47 pm

WHY IS JAPAN OBSESSED WITH INCEST I SWEAR TO GO-

theworstpersononemars September 29, 2020 11:22 pm

thx for hilariouse list! feeding lamb and ks were esspicially funny i o(^▽^)o

aoisuke July 15, 2020 9:59 am

Anybody know a list of Yaoi S&M??

Abrahel August 23, 2020 4:16 pm

I wanna know too if you find out...

KamiSama8000 November 15, 2019 9:16 pm

This is a good sh*t guys
Wow I wanna get pierced too

Fck it up Seokjin October 6, 2019 8:57 am

Yanno Banana Fish? I mean it's old but gold still (● ̄(エ) ̄●)

wigdog666 April 8, 2020 8:33 am

ok but like it's not a BL from hell

Fck it up Seokjin April 8, 2020 12:29 pm
ok but like it's not a BL from hell wigdog666

It's hell since it's hurts me physically (/TДT)/