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I'm seriously conflicted

YaoiLover January 18, 2017 6:51 am

I want tbese two together but god they need help. One is strike first ask questions later with a deadly attitude. Two is dangerously low of emotions for others.

Yes I get he really feels for only Siwon/Taemin but he kind of scares me by how lacking and inapathetic/unsympathetic he is towards another. I understand he comes from a traumatizing time as a child but it worries me this could be a crazy ride with these two.

Then...I feel like I'm the only truly emotional of the real Siwon. Tortured daily by bullies and his own blood. His brother makes me boil inside so much. Hearing SiWoon say "it bored" him made me almost cry. Not even in death does this kid get a sympathetic tear. Just "oh poor kid" that sucks he died.
I know people move on in life I get I do too but as a fan I just feel like the real SiWon is being pushed to the side as trash even in death. I wanna hug him!!!


Sorry I ranted lol ヽ(`Д´)ノ

Responses
    natsuhi January 18, 2017 8:02 am

    I totally get u!! I was actually hoping that he would still be alive in Taemin's body living a happy life or at least better than the one before T^T my heart hurts for this kid so much

    Rinsama_ January 18, 2017 9:53 am

    *cries* I even thought his bullying must start from an ugly jealousy or sth....

    And. I was thinking maybe Siwoon is a sociopath???

    YaoiLover January 19, 2017 5:27 am

    (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ finally some people that make some sense. I hope that later down the road we get to see into the kid himself. It would be sad if this is all he'll ever be--dead and hated. Jealousy is a horrible trait; it can make people do the most disgusting things. Smh...

    I kind of do think Siwoon may be a little psychotic. I mean it wouldn't be that shocking but I guess we'll have to wait an see.

    Rinsama_ January 19, 2017 1:37 pm
    (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ finally some people that make some sense. I hope that later down the road we get to see into the kid himself. It would be sad if this is all he'll ever be--dead and hated. Jealousy is a horr... YaoiLover

    Yes (;∀;)