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"CAN'T YOU STAY?" OMG THAT DAMN THREE WORDS! Tears literally fell from my eyes when i read this scene. It's mysterious how words really affect someone's life
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hello everyone...
i'm in the mood to read bl manga where the mc crushing on someone but ended up with someone else like this manga http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/bokura_ga_koi_wo_ushinau_riyuu/ i don't really want to see a cliche unrequited love story but something with more angst, bittersweet, and somehow realistic...
so, can someone recommend me any manga like this??? T.T
Thanks in advance
there are many but mmmmmm maybe
- http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/like_that/
- http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/oko_sama_box/
- http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/brother_x_brother/
- http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/nure_nezumi_tachi_no_koi/uu/nure_nezumi_tachi_no_koi-chapter-1
- http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/senpai/
I also like stories like that, thanks for starting this topic. I'm gonna read some of the recommendations on your topic if you don't mind? (≧∀≦)
thanksss
thank u sooo much i'll read it later :))
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ofc, be my guest hehe ^^
thank youu ^^
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just a random 3AM thoughts.......
well it's not related to manga but just wanna ask ppl here, do you guys believe in superstition? so when i was a kid, i made this oath, i swore i would not date someone until i graduate from high school and if i broke that oath i would get divine punishment, i made that oath bcs i wanna focus study and get into good uni
BUT THE DEVIL IS STRONG WITH THIS ONE GUY I MET DURING HGHSCHOOL, well we know each other for about 2 years and had a very good relationship, i secretly liked him but i never confess or anything, and during my senior year he asked me to date him, i told him i made that oath and asked him to wait just until graduation b4 we going out. He refused and said that if i reject his confession then, he would never asked me out again even tho we liked each other. Short story i dated him, but it didn't end up well and we broke up just before my grad. It was a nightmare for me that time, i really believe that we would end up together until the end of time (pardon me i was so naive that time) (and my ex was a senior so he graduated earlier than me, and it was LDR)
So since then i kinda have a phobia/traumatic experience with romantic relationship, i can't seem to love normally again, there's always this voice inside me that saying "human are ugly, he will betray you again" so even after 3 years (and i am completely moved on and has no feelings with my bastard ex) i still cannot start a relationship with anyone. I'm not that young anymore and my family was getting worried. Should i go to psychiatrist? hahahaha :')
anyway the thing is, i am getting suspicious. is it some kind of karma or divine punishment bcs i couldn't fullfill my oath back then? i know it's very silly for me to think like this but i kinda disappointed with myself and why i couldn't take responsibility for my oath back then. So guys what do you think, is it just me overthink about this situation? Does someone have similar situation?
It's not a divine punishment, I guess it's just some kind of trauma. I had my first love when I was 7 years old and he ridiculed me for it (well we were kids so I'm not blaming him) but I haven't fallen in love or had a crush on anyone since. It's normal to get like that after a rejection/ bad brake up. And I've made absolutely no oaths or such promises.
well i can’t really determine whether there is such a thing as divine punishment, but i watched a show “the anthem of the heart” one time where a girl imagined a person when she was little who told her she should stop talking and so she stopped speaking. eventually she gets to a point where she is able to speak and she realizes she just built that wall herself because she was scared.
so maybe in your head you are just using that as an excuse, maybe unintentionally. maybe you have built a wall because you blame the bad relationship on yourself and you just are afraid? i would suggest just taking it slow and putting yourself out there more, if you go on a few dates or you work on building relationships with your friends it might help you break that wall and open your heart up to relationships. but not being in a relationship isn’t something to feel ashamed about so you do you!
Well i am Balinese and i felt so happy when i read this. The author made our island so beautiful. Thankyou author